I miss him

It's 3.21 am and I'm still fresh and not feeling sleepy at all. Perhaps because I'm done with my exams and I feel really relief and the best part is that it's not because I took caffeine or anything.Its really because I really can't close my eyes and sleep.I miss him I guess.He got 4 more exams to go.And I'm here just to pray for his success..Amin..

Well....Back to 5 years ago..I could see him growing up tremendously..I see a HUGE different on him..But..the feeling is just the same..I still have butterfly in my stomach every time I wanted to meet him..And now, the reason I'm writing this post is because I MISS HIM..I really am missing him..So, this post is dedicated to him and I hope he will be reading this anytime soon..If you are, I want you to know how much I appreciate you for being there when I need you the most, for understanding me and the most important thing is for your patience towards my attitude..I sometimes was acting extra emotioal or being too childish..I know that and I'm sorry for that..

I can't wait to pursue my dreams with him..We've planned so many things together...And I really hope that those dreams will come true.. (INSYA-ALLAH)..Throughout this 5 years, we have shared so many things..Tears and laughter..And not to mention "crazi-ness" and silly arguments on silly things..And they are all still fresh in my memories.. Those are sweet spices in our relationship..I sometimes try to ensure myself that I really am with him for 5 years down the rain..He is the first guy that can drive me crazy and do stupid things with..He also made me feel really comfort with him that I can just be myself whenever I'm with him..I don't have to put my make up on when I'm with him..And I don't have to dress up whenever I'm with him..I can laugh out loud whenever I'm with him..And he's the reason I believe in destiny..

So...appreciate whatever you have with you and always be honest for who ever you love..That's when the blissfulness and the glitter of the relationship will come..

TOODLES..

XOXO,
deena