I AM OFFICIALLY AN ACCOUNTING GRADUATE!!

Hello my dear readers!!

Just a quick update of me. Yesterday, results out. Alhamdulillah I passed all my courses and now I can proudly call myself as an accounting graduates. Now, it's time to hit the jobs line. oucchh...
Ready or not? I am not sure. hehe..

Till then,
XOXO,
DEENA

Toodles

Bandong (DAY 2)

Hi again..

Still remember my this ? Ok..I'm so sorry for the long gap as I was so busy with my final exam preparations, my projects and assignments deadlines and many things. Now, since I finished my study, I can blog more often.. Yay!! :)

So.. On the second day of my vacay in Bandong, I woke up around 8.00 am. Get myself ready and then off for breakfast at the coffee house. Mama and Abah got the complimentary breakfast and as for me, Abah kene bayar.. hehe..

So,this was what we had for our breakie on our second day in Bandong.

Then,Bibik Is arrived. We took some pictures

and then Abah called the Mr. Supir (Supir means driver in Indonesia) and we off to Pasar Baru. There, Mama had so much fun spending. She bought telekung (praying attires for Muslim ladies) and lots and lots textile and scarfs. As for myself, Mama treated me with few pairs of beautiful French lace and of course Indonesian batik.

And then, bila dah tengah hari, perut pun lapar dan berbunyi-bunyi. Again, Abah called that uncle Supir to pick us up and brought us to the Rumah Makan Sulawesi. The food there was SUPERB. Sedapp sangatt..

Right after lunch, hujan turun dengan lebat nye. Stranded at the restaurant for almost an hour before we managed to go back to the hotel.

Then,dah sampai hotel rest sebab penat sangat berjalan the whole day. At night, we only had simple dinner. McDonald's and that's it.But before that,we took a walk to see the town.Just for the sake of laze around.

It's a house where they live

high school in Bandong

Kami tidur dengan nyenyaknye selepas dinner.. hehe

That that was our second day in Bandong.
Will update about the third day any time soon.

XOXO,
Deena.

Toodles.

Life is like a roller coaster

The reason I believe in praying

Hi again!!

Well..This is my second entry for today..That shows how boring I am for today. But, it's worth it when something good happen to me. Well, he finally surprise me with a video call. That was our very first video call throughout these 6 years relationship.Funny aite? Well, that really is.

Anywayss...

The only thing that I really depend on was PRAYERS. My mum always and always reminds me that Allah will never disappoint you when you ask something from Him. Well, I really have faith in it. I believe that Allah can hear you anytime in what ever situation you are in. So I did lots and lots of prayers. Asking advises from his mother and of course my mother. Because again, I believe that only moms know the best. And after 4 days of being taught a lesson by him, he finally came back. I am so grateful to Allah my our mothers for those advises and the courage.

Doakan yang terbaik untuk saye ye..
Aminn...

xoxo,
DEENA.

Random update

Hi all!!
It's just a random update from me.When I feel so lonely and loss and I could not find anyone to share my story, I then realized that this is the best place for me to write anything I want. I am now being confuse and uncertain. I do not know where am I actually heading to. I have a dream but I am not sure that I am allowed to do so or not. Too many factors to be considered. I sometimes feel that I am not as lucky as other people. But, as I look down, I then realized that there are so many people out there who are less fortunate than me. To think that way, I feel grateful. As for that, it is so important to take everything positively. Because, anything that is happening to you, it's started from your mind. So, I am now in the mission to have a positive perception on things as a whole. Sometimes, the way you think is being influenced by many factors, i.e; externally and internally. But, as far as I am concerned, I really need to put something in my mind to be who I want to be. I sometimes lose with my own mission. I do not know why was I so weak. I want to be stronger. I have few people that I really adore and I hope I can at least think and be like them. But, as I go along the way, I could see that they are actually many people who are still concern about me. I then had this feeling :
"Why should I be so pathetic to be with someone that appreciate me less?"

I know everything. I know the fact that as human, I cannot get everything that I want. But, dear God, please give me more strength and courage to face my many days to come. You have granted me with a lovely mother+bestfriend, nice girl friends and nice aunties. I pray for the best because I know that You are the only ONE who knows the best for me.

Pretty please, Dear Allah.

xoxo,
Deena

ME, LOVE, HIM.

Hi my readers!! :)

This is the first entry after my long pause. I am now no longer an undergraduate. Alhamdulillah exam dah habis. So, Insya-Allah I will be an accounting graduate. I feel thankful as I finally manage to complete my degree program (Insya-Allah) coz result will only be out in a week time from now. So, lepas habis exam ni my life gonna be way much different than before. Macam - macam yang jadi. Life seems to be so tough for me lately. But, Alhamdulillah, I am lucky to be blessed and granted with such a lovely mother and kind and beautiful friends. Well, at least I still have them when I am down. Jep and I are now in the middle of getting ourselves a proper decision. In his yah00! account, he already changed his relationship status as well as in his facebook account. He put himself in "it's complicated" status. Well, I did change mine too. After 6 years ini pulak jadinya. May be it was my fault to take back the LG lcd monitor that I gave him for our 5th anniversary present few months back and my Belkin modem. It's not that I really want them tapi lepas ape yg die buat to me, I feel so upset and lead to a huge frustration. So starting from Monday (12/04/2010) I didn't hear his voice sampai lah sekarang. I tried to call him like everyday. But, he did not pick up the phone at all. I texted him for like few times in a day, and unfortunately he did not reply. Eh, salah-salah. He did reply once. Macam tak percaye je. Even the message was not a positive message at all. Tapi, tak pe la..I am still happy because I can still have news from him. But, just before I went for end of the semester holiday, I managed to go out for karaoke session and visit Melaka with Jep. I really enjoyed myself that time. We spend lot of quality time together. Tapi, few days after that, tak sangka jadi macam ni. But, for now, I just let the time decide. May be he needs time.I pray to God that everything will be back to normal soon. Insya-Allah.. Aminn..

These pictures are some updates that I can share with you all.

Karaoke session :)

Trip to Melaka :)

Our night in Melaka

Attended Wani's wedding

Small gathering at Girl's place :)